Journal Entry: Measure for Measure Act 2

I went to the Hanover police station to obtain a copy of the police report as advised by several lawyers. A fee is involved. I laugh about it’s absurdity. It’s a public record and yet, to have a copy costs you.
I fill out the paperwork and pay the fee. I ask if the Chief of Police is in and am invited to sit in his office to speak with him.
I will not recount the conversation. I will say, I have a great deal of respect for this man. I appreciate the time he took to sit and talk with me, even our agreement that we may never agree on several points.
He asked questions, listened, spoke his mind and let me return it in kind. He proposed a meeting with the two officers to discuss the inaccuracies of that evening and to address them.
We promised each other nothing, in regards to the outcome of such a meeting. We shook hands, smiled, and he walked me to the door.

Journal Entry: The Pre-hike – Part 2

Saturday, June 29, 2010

We go left when we should have gone right.  We pulled into the parking lot of the Abol Store and Campground, eight miles south of Katahdin. Jeff was anxious.  I was filled with a nervous excitement. He suggested I pick up the Appalachian trail outside of the park and hike in to the park, then back out.  After getting directions to the South Entrance from the store, we back-tracked to that fork, the one where we had decided to go left, instead of right.

The South Gate entrance had a line of cars back from the gate and booth. There was a uniformed man, clipboard in hand, stopping each vehicle. It was our turn. We pulled up. Maxwell had been curled up on the floor, at my feet, but immediately popped up and into my lap when we stopped. The man, park gate security, was wearing a plastic name tag reading, ‘Wayne’. He’s a heavy-set older gentleman and short in stature.

“No dogs allowed.” he said, as he peered through the driver’s side window at us, to which I responded, “He’s a Service Animal. I have a note from my doctor.” and gave him a pleasant smile.  Jeff tensed up but sat quietly, pressing back into his seat as we speak across him.

The gate guy, Wayne, sighed, tapped the clipboard with his pen in irritation, then goes into the booth. We heard him call over a radio, “I got a girl here trying to bring her dog in. She says he’s a Service Animal?”

The mosquitos were numerous and aggressive. The air was oppressively hot, humid and still. There was no breeze. The little vampires swarmed in through Jeff’s open window attacking us.
“A Service Animal…there’s nothing you can do, we have to let it in.” a disembodied male voice responded in a crackle of radio static.

We heard Wayne sigh his frustration. He reappeared at the door of the booth, pen poised and said, “Let me have your reservation.” as he avoided eye-contact.

“Uh…my what?” I recalled looking at the Baxter State Park website, I didn’t remember seeing anything about reservations, “I didn’t know a reservation was required. Are there any sites available?” Wayne smiled broadly, “No.” and Jeff tensed up again.

“My friend just drove six hours so I can thru-hike the Appalachian Trail, starting at Katahdin.” I explained. “I made a mistake about making a reservation. I apologize but I need to hike that mountain. I was planning on doing some back-country camping and brought a two pound tent.”

“That’s not allowed here. You can only stay at designated sites.” he replied gleefully. “You don’t have any sites, not even a tent site available?” I asked.

Wayne sighed. He remained somewhat calm and pleasant but his irritation was apparent, carrying through in his body language and vocal tone, “It’s very dangerous. And you don’t look like you’re in the right physical condition. You hear that helicopter up there? A man got lost somewhere off the Knife’s Edge, Search and Rescue has been out looking for him for two days.” he said.

“Well, I’d like to hike the Helon Taylor, across the Knife’s Edge and then down the Hunt Trail. Who wouldn’t want to hike a trail called the Knife’s Edge?” I said cheerfully, ” I know what Search and Rescue is…I’ve participated in them when I was a member of the Civil Air Patrol.” I smiled, “My friend just drove me up here, he’s just dropping me off, he’s gotta head on. Is there anything available tomorrow?”

Another sigh, “I don’t know what to do with you.” he said as he turned and walked into the booth. He walked out a couple minutes later, “There’s a site available on Monday, two days from now.”

“I’ll take it.” I immediately responded.

Wayne stared at me a moment, shook his head, “Where will you stay until then?”

“I’ll figure it out. I’m sure I can find somewhere to pitch my tent until then.” I said with a confident and reassuring smile.

“Well, the computers are down so you’ll have to come back tomorrow. Can you pull your vehicle over to the side so I can tend to these other people waiting in line.” he says.

I got out of the vehicle, grateful to have my arms and legs covered with all the mosquitos, but sweating in my pink Nike jogging suit. Jeff drove the car though the gate, u-turned around the booth, and parked on the side of the road. After I walked towards Wayne and the booth, the next car pulls up and stops to check in.

“What time do you open tomorrow?” I ask.

“At six am.” he said looking past me at the car.

“It must be first come, first serve huh? And, if I’m not here right at six am, and someone else gets here before me, I won’t be able to get that spot, right?”

“That’s right.” A smug look on his face.

“And there’s just no way to make that reservation today?” I stared at him, disbelieving.

“Nope.” Wayne says.

“Y’know, this all seems very against Thoreau.  And Thoreau did once say, ‘Any fool can make a rule, and any fool will follow it.’” I was not endearing myself but I continued on, “How often do you hike Katahdin?”
Wayne’s eyes darted at me then away. “I’ve hiked it once.” he replied rather sheepishly.

“Well, can I see if there’s someone who might let me stay at their site.” He stared at me, frazzled, “Uh, no.”

I turned to the people sitting parked, waiting to check in, “Hi, are you by chance staying at the Roaring Brook Campground?” I asked. They say ‘no’ and I move on to the car behind them.  “Hello, I was wondering if you’re staying at the Roaring Brook Campground?” I asked. They replied ‘no’ as well. And so on and so forth down the line of waiting cars.
“I don’t know what to do with you. I’m going to call in the Assistant Deputy Sheriff to come speak with you.” Wayne said.

I smiled, “Great!” and I followed Wayne to the booth entrance.  A younger uniformed man, maybe mid to late twenties, clipboard in hand, takes over the check in.  Wayne sat down on a stool and said over the radio, “That girl…the one with the dog. Can you come and deal with her?”

I sat down on the edge of the booth’s concrete pad and waited.  I got up after a bit and walked over to Jeff and recounted the conversation.  He mentioned, hiking in from elsewhere again.  I walked back over and asked Wayne how long he thought it would take for the Sheriff to arrive, “A while.” he responded.

I wait.

After a long while, I walked over to the car and decided to get in to escape the mosquitos.  A few minutes after getting in, Jeff said, “They’re here.” a vehicle pulled up behind his car, parked, three men get out.

I got out.  I walked directly at the lead man, shook his hand and introduced myself, ” Hello, Nichole Hastings.”

“So what’s going on here?” he said.

“Well I came here to start my south-bound thru-hike, starting with Katahdin, on the Appalachian Trail. I made a mistake, didn’t make a reservation. There’s one available two days from now but apparently the computers are down and I can’t until tomorrow morning.  I’m here and apparently it’s first come, first serve so I can’t even reserve the space.  And I’m being told I don’t ‘look like’ I’m in the right physical condition to hike. ” I said, “I’m perplexed as to how Wayne would know I’m not in the right physical condition. You don’t know me and you’re refusing to let me even try?”

The Assistant Deputy, flanked by his two guys, hands on his hips, said, “I’m sure he didn’t mean anything by that.”

“Well, I don’t judge a book by its cover. You often under-estimate people that way. ” I said.

We look at each other, pleasant smiles on our faces, he says, “You have a dog. And according to the American Disabilities Act no one can demand to see proof of a Service Animal.”

The statement was quickly digested.  I mentally thanked him for telling me, then I looked him dead in the eye and said, “I do have a note from my doctor.  And if I don’t have to show it to you then I’m not going to.  He is a Service Animal.  He’s prescribed for anxiety.  I don’t want to use ‘that’ word but I’m just a little confused as to what’s going on and why it’s so difficult to book that available reservation.  I just want to hike that mountain.” I pointed at Katahdin.

It was quiet, for what seemed an eternity, as we stared each other down smiling.

He suddenly shifted his weight, “Let me see what’s going on and if anything’s available.” turned and walked to the booth. I chit-chatted with the other two, asking how many times they’d hiked Katahdin, their favorite trail, etc.

Five minutes later, Assistant Deputy appeared back, “We have a tent site available for you today at Katahdin Streams Campground.”

I thanked him and walked over to the booth to talk to Wayne. He refused to look at me, clearly disgruntled, “It’s thirty dollars. The tent site is for a group so it costs more.”

I pulled out my money to pay him, all I could think about was the excitement of starting the hike tomorrow. As he started to take down my information on his clipboard, a young woman sitting in the passenger seat of a small pick-up truck and waiting to check in, called out to me, “My mom and I are staying at Katahdin Streams Campground. We have a four person lean-to but it’s just the two of us. You’re welcome to stay with us.” she said.

I wondered at my luck, at that serendipitous moment, I happily accepted the offer. I offered ten dollars, which she refused to take at first but I insisted, then ran to get my pack. I updated Jeff and he climbed out of the car, visibly relieved. I gave him a big hug and thanked him for the ride. With Maxwell and my gear in tow, I jogged over and put my pack in the back of the truck.  Max and I got in, and away we went, the air rushed through the open window and we left the mosquitos behind.

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Journal Entry: July 2, 2010

Yesterday, my friend Maidie and I went to the Co-op in Hanover, New Hampshire to grocery shop.  After we were done, we drove the car to behind the gas station next door to eat the lunches that we had purchased.  There’s a short grassed road running along-side a field, we pull into it and park at the head.  We get out, planning to lunch on the corner of the grassy field.  I see in the distance, at the end of the grass road, a trail sign.  Maidie has walked over and sat down on the field and I head towards her.

There is a small sign planted on the edge and it warns of pesticides.  The field has been treated in the last 48 hours it describes.  We quickly remove ourselves and head over to the picnic table across the parking lot, on the backside of the gas station.  A pleasant couple says, ‘hello’ as they get up from the table to throw their lunch trash away.  We sit down.

Lunch is sushi and a banana.  This is my last time eating fish or seafood.  I have decided to go back to being a vegetarian so I savor each bite.  Maidie and I chat about this and that.  I’m feeling melancholy as she will be moving away soon.  This will be one of our last meals together.

We finish eating and she offers to throw all the lunch trash away.  My curiosity has finally gotten the best of me and I run down the dirt road to read the sign.  Indeed, it is a trail sign.  I see the familiar Appalachian Trail marking and the white blazes on the trees.  I can hardly contain my excitement and I quickly break out pen and paper.  I jot down a brief note saying, “Lakeshore friends, please go to the Dartmouth Outing Club on campus and read the Register.  Girl with Dog.”

Journal Entry: June 30, 2010

I sit here after crossing the Connecticut River from New Hampshire to Vermont, Hanover to Norwich and yet I find no escape. Even while gazing across the wind-chopped water, sitting quietly alone there is no sweet release. It is only away in Nature, hiking through woods and on mountain top do I feel completely free. Free from the prying eyes and tireless voices abuzz with concerns that are so trivial to me.
I sleep little each night, restlessly, since leaving the 100 Mile Wilderness and the comfort of the Appalachian Trail. My neck stiff with tension of being noticed, seen, even called out at as I pass by strangers. My head spinning with the whirring sound of machinery and Man. There is no recognition that I do not want recognition. It pursues me relentlessly, tiring me, seeking me out in mere mundane tasks.
I feel another perfect fork before me only this time it travels North or South. To head North to Monson means struggle, disappointment in unanswered questions and anonymity. To continue South will result in that very thing I wish to escape. That fame, that glory, that living of life I want others to pursue. It falls in my unhappy lap as a cat that persistently pursues that hapless person who does not seek its attention.
Is there no middle ground? Must it be a perpetual wave of extreme ups and downs? I shy away from the recognition, the fame, the glory because all too quickly such things can turn on you and thus subside. The positive and negative energies waxing and waning with the cyclical moon. Round and round and round to what reason? What end? I fear there is none and know that to be the truth. I feel too one with the Earth in this sense. For without rhyme or reason, a chaotic symphony of events occurs finding sometimes a sweetly harmonized or violent clashing of existence.
I curse in vain this knowledge, this thing we call free will, this fate-less existence. I admire, the trees, the water, the sky, the earthy soil. It does not rail and ask why or wonder. They simply are.

Journal Entry: June 29, 2009

Ezra and I were starved and had decided the day’s excursion into Hanover would begin with food. We were hungry. Ramunto’s pizza and garlic knots were on our mind. Though walking down Main Street we did stop and inquire if she would take a check at the hot dog stand. She said she would but we decided to move on and go with Plan A.
We walked into Ramunto’s and began surveying the selection. A woman behind the counter immediately came over saying, “No dogs are allowed in here.” I told her, “He’s a Service Animal.”
She retorted, “A Service Animal? I need to see papers saying that.”
I politely inform her, “I will happily show you my papers but realize that it is illegal, according to the American Securities and Disabilities Act to demand proof of a Service Animal.” and handed her the papers.
She looked at them and then me. She said, “Um, thank you for showing me the papers.” with a wavering smile on her face. I smiled reassuringly and said, “Your welcome.” then Ezra and I busied ourselves with deciding which pizza we’d be eating for lunch.
I suppose I could press charges, take advantage of another’s ignorance here in this situation. What she did was illegal. But really, what’s the point? Her ignorance of the details of the act, like the feigned ignorance incident of hot McDonald’s coffee being spilt, don’t deserve such pointless attention. Besides, her much mollified attitude and the very polite and friendly service we received afterwards…that was thanks enough.

Footnote:

AMERICANS WITH DISABILITIES ACT OF 1990
[(2) Specific prohibitions
(A) Discrimination
For purposes of subsection (a) of this section, discrimination includes
(i) the imposition or application of eligibility criteria that screen out or tend to screen out an individual with a disability or any class of individuals with disabilities from fully and equally enjoying any goods, services, facilities, privileges, advantages, or accommodations, unless such criteria can be shown to be necessary for the provision of the goods, services, facilities, privileges, advantages, or accommodations being offered;]